Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Did you ever sort of wondered who your true friends are and who are the type of friends who are just “friends” because you are from the same organization as him or her? Well, this thought has been on my mine for a long time now ever since June 2005. it was then did I realize many of my supposed best friends are not even worth calling as friends. After I prematurely left my cca, half of them did not even bother to talk to me anymore, pretending that you are not there even though they just walk past you. Gone were the days that we could joke and talk about mundane things in life and school, for now we are like strangers on a street, who don’t know each other at all.
What does it mean by true friendship? It means a relationship where ppl care for u coz of who u r inside, not your rank or just because you belong to the same grp as them thus they got to show this sense of pseudo-friendship thing. U mean after spending so long with each other, that’s all you can do? Once I was ur friend and now a stranger? Can’t friendship last even after the common point between u and the person is gone?
Some ppl may say friendships come and go with the seasons. Friends can always be made again and old friends will often disappear as you are separated by time and space. However are the friends around us always really a true friend who goes through thick and thin with you no matter whether the type of situation?
For me, I had found mine in church… ( I know what you are thinking… “ ah another church propaganda thingy”… lol but it’s not) this grp of friends are the type that will help when I am in need and will accept me for who I am not what I can do for them.
I hope that true friendships will not be a rare thing but instead last through the ages of time….
I never thought I'd see this day,
I never thought I'd feel this way,
You...a stranger to me now.
I'm left with emptiness...
I wish I knew how it could be,
That we were once so open and free.
You were like my brother.. yet so much more
I wish I would have seen what I see now before.
For, I did not and it's too late...
My friend is now unknown.
And what hurts the most is I now know..
What I lost.. and I'm alone.
To face a challenge life has sent,
And not a moment with you I've spent.
I hope one day I can forgive you, my friend..I miss you....Why did you go?
rudi blogged at 10:54:00 AM
May your light shine...
in the darkness...
